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LAST PERSON WHO...
x. Slept in your bed : myself
x. Saw you cry : umm I almost cried in Friday night lights the other day … Jen Trisha and Andrew were there. I’m not one to cry often though so … yeah.
x. You shared a drink with : probably like Danielle or something, but contrary to popular belief i dont keep a record of those things.
x. You went to the movies with : Andrew, Jen and Trisha … Joey and John were there but um they ditched us.
x. You went to the mall with: Danielle, Jen and Trisha
x. Yelled at you : umm I dunno if I’ve been yelled at recently.
x. Sent you an e-mail: Vh1
HAVE YOU EVER
x. Said "I Love You" and didn't mean it : yes.
x. Gotten in a fight with ur pet: I hit my dog yesterday cuz she was bothering me, but not hard … who fights with their pets?
x. Been to California : um I live in the California region so yea like right now.
x. Been to China : I haven’t ever been to china.
x. Been to Canada : yea for like 2 hours
x. Danced naked : hmm … I don’t think so
x. Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day : no but sometimes that would be like a wonderful experience to have
x. Wished you were the opposite sex : umm … I’ve always wondered what it would be like to have a penis basically
x. Had an imaginary friend : my only friends were the imaginary ones when I was a child … I had a lonely childhood.
x. Had a crush on someone : yea well you know how that goes
x. Read a book that you've never finished : yea… well um yes … my Antonia … I started reading it and just like wanted to kill myself so I stopped.
x. Felt like the whole world is out to get you : no not really
x. Thought of your future son's name : it was Joshua David but I think I’m like in the process of renovating that name because I’m pretty sure that like Macon is an awesome name, along with Trent, and there are so many good boy names it’s really difficult to decide.
x. Thought of your future daughter's name : her name will be Haley Rose
x. Slept with a stuffed animal : yes I do still … eeyore is my comfort at night, even though I lost my favorite eeyore of which I’ve bought like 3 times.
x. Thought of what's under your bed at night : um I have bins of clothes under my bed so yea that’s what I think is under there, unless things have changed without me knowing, which would be weird.
x. Thought of switching siblings with a friend : um yea every once in awhile, but Hannah doesn’t talk to me, so it’s okay I guess.
x. Wondered why the world is round when it seems flat : um … I think I did like once
x. Pierced/Tattooed yourself : no … how do you like … tattoo yourself?
EXTRA STUFF
x. Do you do drugs : no
x. Do you drink alcohol : every weekend ... but not really.
x. What are you most scared of : the devil cuz he’s bad
x. What clothes do you sleep in : um jammie pants or warm up pants and a tank top normally
x. Where do you want to get married : in a church or at the beach (I watched a wedding this weekend, who had it like on a golf course with the beach and ocean behind them and it was like the most beautiful thing I had ever seen.
x. Who do you really hate : the devil cuz he is bad
x. Do you like being around people : yea … for the most part, I have my days though.
x. Are you for world peace : world peace eh I dunno, I mean I don’t like it that people hafta die or whatever, but I mean if we had peace, we’d be perfect, which would mean we are like in heaven. So yea no … world peace isn’t really possible.
STUFF
x. Have you ever liked someone you had no chance to be with : um yea I guess I mean people like Ben Affleck and Mike from Friday night lights count right?
x. Have you ever cried over something someone of the opposite sex did : most likely
x. Do you have a "type" of person you always go after : um … a stereotypical type? … I guess you could say like the preppy guys … preferably who have some type of skill dealing with sports or music or both
x. Do you want to be with someone you like that you're not with right now : sure
x. Are you lonely right now : no I have like the best friends in the world
x. Do you get songs stuck in your head a lot : yea occasionally
x. Do you want to get married : si senor
x. Do you want kids : yea
FAVORITE
x. Room in house : um … pretty much my room, as long as it’s clean
x. Type(s) of music : um alternative rock, pop, classical, (rap if I’m in the ultimate mood) and the old school rock and fun stuff.
x. Band(s) : yellowcard, the postal service, coldplay, death cab for a cutie, john mayer, oar, the ataris, new found glory, the beatles, modest mouse, dashboard confessional, duran duran, eve 6, fall out boy, maroon 5, saves the day, the killers, Britney spears (yesss), yea theres tons more ... I’m a huge fan of music like for serious
x. Color : red, blue, pink, turquoise
x. Perfume or cologne : I wear burberry weekend, or diesel
x. Brand : Abercrombie and fitch, le tigre those fun things…
x. Season : I like summer and winter equally … a sin? I know. I apologize.
IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU....
x. Cried : no
x. Bought something : um I bought Danielle and myself lunch
x. Gotten sick : no but ive been so tired recently, especially today, that i pretty much like wanted to die
x. Met someone new : no
x. Missed someone: um … yea actually, Danielle mentioned Anna and I was like wtf I haven’t seen her in like … 7 years.
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[04 Oct 2004|06:19pm] |
well hello there fellow diary readers:
it's definitely been a long time since writing in this journal. fo real.
last night i was discussing with a friend the fact that instant messenger takes up so much of my life. i think i would definitely be a smarter more rounded person with less drama if i didnt engage in online conversations. if you think about it, once you start iming it becomes like an addictive activity, you start thinking it's easier to talk online cuz you can talk to multiple people at one time and it makes it easier to multi-task, especially if you have to do something on the computer. also, it keeps me from completing homework that would improve my grades probably improving my chances of getting into a good college. also ... it would in fact prevent unnecessary drama, considering you cant tell the tone of someone comments online, therefore you could think they are saying something totally different than they already are. basically ... im really isnt good for the heart and soul, yet we all do it, why? there really is no answer. whoever invented this contraption was like the smartest yet stupidest person ever. but oh well.
i had cheer practice today, and for some reason our cheer advisor has become like a cheer nazi, and im just like ... wtf? we conditioned all day and now im sore and wishing i had like not gone to practice like idea number one. but ya know how that one goes. i like being a junior though, cuz cheer advisor nazi isnt there, i can goof off cuz jen and trisha are my friends. and we like to be superior. (dont worry freshmeat and sophs i still <3 you). ANYWAYS. danielle didnt come to practice i was like ... wtfreak and i was sad, but i was like whatever. and monique didnt come either... but what is new? haha. no actually she had an excuse this time so it was acceptable.
ANYWAYS. danielle and i have officially established a girl group (yes i know it's about time) i'm so glad jen trisha kara and nicole are so accepting. lol. its going to be weird to have like sleepovers and stuff with like ... a group of people. it will be a new experience. haha. like this four day weekend, us girls are going to like hang out and stuff. heck yesss!
so i was looking through someones profile and i saw this word: negrolicious. and i thought to myself. wow ... too bad you are not black, and hmm. yea thats my thoughts on that subject.
you know whats entirely too much fun? being on the phone at like 10:30 and like ... having your friend want to get off the phone, but for some reason, randomly, everything gets super funny, and you end up staying on the phone for like another half an hour, until your mom gets on the phone and yells at you cuz you "woke up your 14 year old sister". yea it's humorous i promise, it somewhat completes my life, at times.
wow so i think this is long and stuff, and im pretty sure i like have homework.
omg hana japan this weekend girls ... THIS WEEKEND ... HECK YESSS!
<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <8 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3
(thats a lot of hearts)
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[10 Sep 2004|03:22pm] |
i'm in ms office right now
im a rebel
wooo
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[08 Sep 2004|09:09pm] |
i think i love my life.
thank you that is all.
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[05 Sep 2004|06:13pm] |
i'm at andrew's house...
it's exhilirating kinda. lol. nah it's always a grand grand time!
so i went to my cabin yesterday. with anna. and we went to reno, and ate and went into casinos! yes i know i'm underage but they let me go anyways. um yea, we watched a trapeze act in circus circus, lol. anyways... anna and i stayed up until 1:30 conversing, and that was fun. then this morning we woke up and sat on the deck with my family eating bagels and cream cheese with coffee or orange juice. the view of the lake from her deck is awesome, so that was fun. then we left around 12 and got back around 3. it was a quick trip, we werent even there for a full day.
now i'm at andrews, danielle just spent 15 minutes trying to get ahold of me from oregon cuz she got like no reception so she called me like 35 time, and it was sad. so now we hafta have a texting convo. anyways...i get a meal from the sayles family tonight, it should be fun.
oh no gatta go!
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[04 Sep 2004|12:51pm] |
sitting and waiting...
goin up to my grandmas which i guess is now my families cabin in like 10 minutes. waiting for anna to get here cuz i'm draggin her along with me. i dont wanna go alone. i think it should be fun, i dunno, we're goin to reno tonight to eat and hang out. that should be exhilirating. well not exactly. lol. anyways...
schools been fun, i've been enjoying it actually. my classes go by really fast, which is cool i guess. i have really good classes, at least one close friend in every one of them. danielle transferred into 1st period so that should be exciting. now like everyone but michael is in that class. sucks for mike. anyways...
i got my car. i <3 it mucho. its a honda accord lx, two door so its a coupe which makes it sportyish. kinda. and it's black, con it looks dirty quickly, pro ... it's black and black is a good color. it's in great condition, feels new even though it's not. the guy put a sony cd player in there, so at night my cd player lights up red and it's cool. i think im going to get chrome head and tail lights, just to make it look cooler. basically.
the varsity boys won theyre game last night, i was very proud of them. andrew like broke his ankle but thats okay. i got like heat stroke from the game, so i had to bail on all my friends who went to see garden state, joey and michael got mad at me and assumed i just didnt want to hang out with them. which wasnt true but we can pretend. i just went and layed down at annas house, and andrew came over cuz he like couldnt walk. so we just chilled. that was fun.
im sad, cuz even though i get to go to my cabin, i dont get to go to the scottish games, and i REALLY wanted to go. michael and andrew get to go without me and that makes me sad.
well i think anna just got here so i gatta go ... bye friends!
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[31 Aug 2004|07:46pm] |
real quick overview of the day cuz i'm tired...
first day of school as you all know!
A period spanish tres = soooo much flippin fun, it's early, mrs. dehope is fresh and in a good mood, and tons of friends are in that class. although it's supposed to be the hardest year i'm mucho excited about it!
1st period history = once again many friends in that class, i like it that we sit at round tables, it puts a twist to the class. i can tell we're going to have a lot of debates and thats fun!
2nd period bible = haha many friends again always exciting, mrs. taylor makes me chuckle, pretty much it's going to be a nothing class, and i like those.
3rd period AP english = awww we're a little family me danielle john kyle jen michael and kara...we're so cute ... theres two other people in the class but otherwise we're just going to be a little AP family, adorable.
4th period algebra 2 = class from hell every annoying person in the school is in that class, thats why i sit front and center with ashley otherwise i'd kill myself ... unfortunately the only class i hate.
5th period TA FOR MRS. STEWART = haven't had it yet cuz i got my schedule change during 5th period but i'm sure it's going to be fun and well once again a nothingness classish deal.
6th period cultural arts = my only friend i michael but it's okay because we'll bond and i'm pretty sure it's going to be a really fun class cuz art is cool and thats all we learn about, PLUS even if i fail the tests it won't matter cuz she gives so much extra credit theres no way to fail.
7th period = i dont have one muahaha ... me, danielle, john, kyle, andrew, mike and joey all dont have 7th periods, it's wonderful ... getting out at 2:06 is my new favorite thing!
...then afterwards michael and i went to jamba juice and picked up some for ourselves and danielle. that was exhilirating. then i cheered for the boys. they lost but whatever i dont care. as long as they win friday i'm good.
aight i'm tired and i gatta cover books and put together binders the one flippin year i didn't want binders for every class it's required ugh!
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| ode to summer... |
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aPple pIE 0004 (8:43:38 PM): u shud write something fun for today in ur live journal
aPple pIE 0004 (8:43:54 PM): like an ode to summer...lol or something inspirational about a nwe year and a new beginning.
( ode... )
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okay i have a question for all of you lj smart people...
---how do you get pictures under a cut? cuz i know how to get like words under a cut, but pictures are a different story and i wanna be able to put Europe pics in here and stuff. so if you're my friend please explain this to me...
<3
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everyone please acknowledge my NAPOLEAN DYNAMITE icon!! thank you have a good day.
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[29 Aug 2004|09:19am] |
school starts in dos days. i'm excited. but i'm also sad becaus it's junior year. and i don't want school to end. i like school. i also love being in highschool. it's just a scary thought to know we only have 2 more years left, we're half way through, and i'm pretty sure freshman and sophomore year went by really fast, and i've heard junior and senior years only go by faster. i dunno it's just like kinda scary to think about.
ugh i'm pissed at my parents, cuz theyre not home and they said today was a family day, and i didn't want a family day but i had to have one cuz they said so. but i want to leave and go buy things like school supplies and clothes because school starts on tuesday. the postal service is a good band ... thats to all my fellow friends who are looking for bands to listen to ... dl the postal service - such great heights. do it! oh also to all my fellow friends who are looking for a good movie ... please see napolean dynamite "I HAVEN'T DONE FLIPPIN ANYTHING ALL DAY!!" freakin a its the best movie ever, and i guarentee you will leave the theater with inside jokes. funny funny stuff.
next weekend i'm going to my grandma's cabin up at donner lake. yes where the donner party walked. i vowed to myself once my grandma died that i'd never go back up there, but my parents are basically forcing me. i guess i can get closure or something i dunno. i guess i just wanted my last memory up there to be with my grandma, not without her. oh well. it'll be fine, i can handle it lol. i dunno what we're going to do up there, i think anna may come with me so it'll make it better. maybe we'll go to reno lol. wooooo. anyways...omg another good song ... the killers - somebody told me ... lol it makes me laugh. even though it gets annoying like after you listen to it for a minute ... oh well. it's hard to understand what he says. but thats okay God still loves him ... most likely.
well i've now reached the nothingness stage of writing in my journal and when that happens it's a sign that i must stop. so i'll go now and shower or something and maybe i'll do the school shopping that i need to do, and maybe i'll even finish huckleberry finn homework!!!! ... maybe not.
bye friends <3
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[28 Aug 2004|04:00pm] |
my life...
yesterday was orientation. actually not what i expected it to be, but whatever. i got there extra early so i could get done before everyone else. i got to use my daughter of school staff privileges and go out of order and get everything done first, and go in the school doors when no one else was allowed in cuz God loves me. anyways...so yea i talked to john and then i got my schedule which made me angry cuz it was all wrong, so i gave it to my mom to handle. then i took my picture. kurt burton was in an okay mood but i could tell he was going to be bitchy by the end of the day. but thats kurt for you. my school id turned out okay so i can only hope for my yearbook picture. at least i don't look like a crackhead like i do in my license. ugh anyways. so yea no one really had anything for us to do, we all just like sat around in our uniforms. danielle and i went and got our schedules fixed first cuz like yea we're special and danielle gets special kid privileges just like i do cuz she's like family and my mom likes her better than me anyways. so mrs. morris allowed me and danielle to go with john early to go eat. so we went to the mall and ate sandwiches. it was fun ... kinda. we made it back just in time, for nothing, so we sat at the booster club table and signed the parents up for the booster club. but then we got bored so danielle and i roamed around for awhile. john left for his doctors appointment and yea. danielle jess and i were in the bathroom and jess put some glitter on danielles eyes and i asked her to do the same for me, but instead she like attacked my face, so i had glitter like engraved in my skin and it wouldnt come off so we decided to evacuate with jessica to danielle's house for scrub face wash. (jessica and janine are the coolest freshmen in the world). so yea me danielle hannah and jess went to danielle's house for the face scrub. we had so much fun. lol. then we dropped off hannah and went back to the school. freakin a it was so rediculously hott while we were stretching i thought i was going to pass out geeze. cheering was so much fun. i love the squad. the varsity game was really hott but really fun. LETS GO NUMBER 2. we're calling sayles pooh now. muahaha. they didnt make us cheer for jv because they're nice people. we just got to sit on the stands. it was lovely. anna came to give her support yay! it was exciting to see her. so after the game we went back to danielles where john joey and mike met us. we watched cheer videos for a lil while, then mike tried to serenade us but john wouldnt let it happen, but then we got bored so we evacuated to amicis pizza. yum. after amicis we went back to danielle's house and took a walk. where we ended up at the park where we tried to play truth or dare but it just didn't work out too well so we quit that one and walked back home. but mike left us and like wondered off by himself and john and joey didnt even say bye to us so i dunno what that was all about. but then we found mike and that was fun so he stayed over until 11:45 and talked to us. which we enjoyed. and then me danielle and anna like forced ourselves to stay awake until 2:30. then this morning at 9:30 i remember anna being like i'm leaving and then i went back to sleep and danielle hit me with a blanket at 12:20 and said that we had to wake up cuz it was late. lol. i havent slept that late in so long. we made lunch and ate and then i went home cuz i was still tired, and she didnt feel well. and then i showered and talked on the phone and now i'm fine.
muah thats my story ... gatta go. <3
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[28 Aug 2004|01:42pm] |
A period - Spanish 3
1st period - History
2nd period - Bible
3rd period - AP English
4th period - Algebra 2
5th period - Study Hall
6th period - Cultural Arts
7th period - Chemistry
..lemme know if we're together.
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| this is what my life consists of when i'm bored: |
[24 Aug 2004|05:12pm] |
SaNtAcRuZbAbE25 (4:57:08 PM): what would you do if you saw carly patterson walking down the street
sfhater0505 (4:57:22 PM): i would make love to her on the spot
SaNtAcRuZbAbE25 (4:57:25 PM): hahaha
sfhater0505 (4:57:26 PM): actually
sfhater0505 (4:57:34 PM): i would wait till we are married
sfhater0505 (4:57:37 PM): cause thats how she rolls
....he's a considerate young lad. that he is. that he is. i mean at least he's old enough for her ... this we cannot say for another young chap that we know. hahah. i'm leavin this town and goin go the movies...later kids!
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we got our uniforms...yay!
it's an exhilirating feeling to get them i don't know why. i'm excited cuz i like them better than last years. woohoo. god i'm at school forever on friday, it'll be fun though. i'm there from like 8 ... to 8 or something like that. it'll be a loooong day. but whateve. you all better come to support danielle and i ... and the rest of the cheerleaders oh yea and the varsity soccer team for the first game.
um yea so cheer practice was fun we didnt do anything ... me jen trisha and danielle just ran around in our uniform. well not really, we worked on cheers, then we just like secluded ourselves in the "bride room" and had fun. umm yea. then um i bought danielle and i togos. and we ate, and i stayed there for like an hour, but she fell asleep so i left. and took a shower. and now i've been talking to joey for like ... over an hour and watching like boy meets world and seventh heaven and ummm... full house. but i think im going to leave now. and go meet friends. k bye.
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[22 Aug 2004|02:47pm] |
ya know whats always fun? sneaking over to peoples houses.
k so i lied and sneaking over to danielle's house while her parents aren't home and she isn't supposed to have anyone over, isn't that great because even if her parents had come home, the fact that it was me, probably wouldn't have bothered them, and they probably wouldn't have been that mad. but whatever. last night we watched cold mountain, for like hours. oh and ate stuffed crust pizza, yum. cold mountain is the longest most depressing most disturbing (well no tcm wins that one) movie ever. i dunno the entire movie was depressing, even the reuniting scene was depressing. oh well. thats how it goes. then danielle left me and went upstairs, so i stayed downstairs and hung out with kevin until 9:30, then i decided i better evacuate before her parents got home. yes you get this close to danielle and you just get to the point where even when youre at each others house you're not really hanging out lol. oh man. ANYWAYS...
then today i had to babysit, but not really i just picked up a few things in the house and got togos. then i met danielle and her mom at church, i hadn't been there yet, it was huge, the stadium seating made me think that i was seeing a movie, but i wasn't.
tonight...i think i'm going to chill with a couple friends, probably go to someones house and watch a movie and probably go in the spa or something. cuz thats how we do it these days. ugh i'm bored. i hafta go do something productive.
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[21 Aug 2004|04:44pm] |
sfhater0505 (4:43:24 PM): lol i got blood in the water and they had to like stop it in case i have aids
sfhater0505 (4:43:27 PM): but i probly dont
sfhater0505 (4:43:34 PM): they just did it as precaution
SaNtAcRuZbAbE25 (4:43:40 PM): omgosh how sad ... you dont know if you have aids
sfhater0505 (4:43:47 PM): lol im too scared to get tested
sfhater0505 (4:43:52 PM): hahahaha
...enough said...enough said.
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[20 Aug 2004|04:04pm] |
lets see. yesterday was eventful. kinda.
went with my girls to taxis. had long conversations there about life. it was great. like always. we moved around from place to place cuz we kept getting bored. anna went to the doctors, i went to danielle's house. had fun there like always. she cut my hair. it was great. then she did my hair, and it looked good for the movies, i was like woo.
met andrew, anna, and kyle at starbucks. danielle and kyle were both wearing black ralph lauren polos, it was cute cuz they matched lol. kyle got a speeding ticket and told us all about it, and i made fun of him. i'm a nice person. everyone told me collateral was this amazing movie. so we went to see it. and i was bored throughout the entire thing. i talked to danielle and text kyle the entire time. halfway through anna left cuz she was apparently fed up with the movie. and then randomly out of no where andrew leaves too. so it was me, danielle and kyle left in the theater. some people down the row from us were making out and they got really into it. it made me laugh. when the movie finished danielle and i were walking to her car and we saw andrew like in a random corner talking on his cell phone, we called him a loser because he left the movie to talk on his cell phone. but whatever. then i picked up my car, and went home and watched tv.
i did absolutely nothing today but thats okay cuz im going to meet danielle at hacienda in like 10 minutes. speaking of which i better go cuz i hafta leave soon.
bye kids.
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[18 Aug 2004|12:24pm] |
aight well i dont remember the last time i updated. i havent had time to do so. i dunno how i've kept myself so busy, but i have. lets see what have i done...
sunday - um went with the fam to eat at el buro, then that night, andrew and i went to the movies and saw the village cuz we couldnt get into manchurian candidate. we ran into bryan carson and brad hay, so we sat with them cuz the theater, believe it or not, was like full. got called during the best part of the movie by danielle, but since she was at cheer camp i decided to talk to her. afterwards me and andrew hung out in my car and he ate sushi, and then went home.
monday - brought my mom coffee cuz i'm a good daughter, went to the student council meeting, came back to the school and helped around the office a lil bit, went to babysit, went shopping while babysitting, went home, blockbuster rented phonebooth, went to michaels house with andrew, watched the movie, hung out in the hot tub, talked to danielle and anna, came home.
tuesday - read huck finn for 5 hours. finished the book, attempted to clean my room but that didn't go over well. got in a bad mood cuz i hadnt left the house all day cuz my mom took the car cuz she didn't want me driving anymore because i was like 10 minutes late. whatever. picked up andrew, went to in n out, came home. he and i went to blockbuster, rented just married, went to albertsons got candy, came back watched the movie, and then i talked to danielle for a lil bit.
today - woke up, babysat, and now i'm waiting for the girls to get home so we can do our annual taxis deal and eat and fill each other in on our lives. woohoo. thats my life. for this week. who knows what i'm gunna do for th rest of it. we will find that out later.
bye kids.
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